Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Layakkah Aku...

Baru2 ni Silat Seni Gayong Malaysia Club CFS IIUM PJ telah mengadakan AGM bertempat di LHB.Dalam meeting yg diadakan ni aku telah dilantik utk menjadi presiden.Yg menjadi isu adalah layakkah aku menggalas tanggungjawab yg mana bg aku amat besar dan berat.Aku takut bila mana aku tak dapat nak komited dlm tugas ni.Aku juga takut apabila aku ni mengecewakan org lain.Bagi aku biarlah aku sendiri di CFS ni tanpa dikenali oleh sesiapa pun.Aku nk menjadi org biasa.Sebelum drpd AGM ni b erlangsung macam2 jawatan yg "terpaksa" aku taggung.Masalahnya aku ni boleh ke???Aku cakap aku tak nak..Da la mak aku pun marah aku..."Khairi blaja tu kna la lebih jgn dok asyik nk berpersatuan je"

Aku da jadi keliru..Apa yg sepatutnya aku lakukan.Pujuk rayu mereka membuat aku lemah.Aku perlu menjadi diri aku.Berkali2 aku ckp "wei tolonglah aku tak nak".Tapi lama2...aku cakap kat diri aku..."Ikhlaskan ajelah buat kerja2 ni,lgpun diaorg da lantik ko...bukanya ko offer diri"Pergh nk jadi orang IKHLAS ni yg susah.Aku pun tak bape sure la. Berikanlah aku ruang dan peluang Ya Allah.Tunjukkanlah aku jln kebenaranMU....

Kepada yg melantik aku.Korang jgn risau(INSYA ALLAH).Aku tulis kat sini bukan bermakna aku nk protes tapi cuma nk meluahkan perasaan.Anyway kepada Line Up baru aku nk ucapkan Selamat Membuat kerja dan Bersedia utk tugasan2 yg akan diarah...
YAZAKALLAHU KHAIRAN KASIRAN

Monday, June 28, 2010

When somebody loved me


When somebody loved me,
Everything was beautiful,
Every hour we spent together,
Lives within my heart,
And when she was sad,
I was there to dry her tears,
And when she was happy so was I,
When she loved me…

Through the summer and the fall,
We had each other that was all,
Just she and I together,
Like it was meant to be,
And when she was lonely,
I was there to comfort her,
And I knew that,
She loved me…

So the years went by,
I stayed the same,
But she began to drift away,
I was left alone,
Still I waited for the day,
When she’d say,
I will always love you…

Lonely and forgotten,
Never though she’d look my way,
She smiled at me and held me,
Just like she used to do,
Like she loved me,
When she loved me…

When somebody loved me,
Everything was beautiful,
Every hour we spent together,
Lives within my heart,
When she loved me…